Messy Heart

Actually I don't know what to write about this post and what tittle should I give for this post, So I gave it as " Messy Heart " to match with my feeling now. Recently I'm short on my luck, whatever I do is like doesn't go smoothly, and get a lot of heartache, was cried so many nights.. There got a lot of things keep deep inside my heart, but I don't know how to tell out, and don't know start from where.. or maybe don't even know what's tat all things inside my heart.. I just know how to cry to release my stress, and sometime just wan drunk myself to forget all the sadness, cry out loud is the best, and the time I just feel like wan give up of myself with commit suicide.

Well, I'd just finish my 3months and 1 week internship in Le Meridien Hotel.
4weeks in Favola Restaurant - Italian
6weeks in Prime Restaurant - Fine Dining Steak House
4weeks in Pastry & Bakery
I'd been goes ups n downs with this internship.

In Favola Restaurant that's not much memories for me, but is my first time tears of my internship. The reason why? oh.. no.. no.. I won't tell out..

Brother Birthday

In Prime Restaurant sure got a lot memories for me, but I still cried for 2 times in this kitchen, haha.. Reason Why? oh.. no..no.. is secret also..

Prime Family <3 Miss miss... T_T

3 Star Michelin Chef Philippe Marc

Prime Service Staffs

In Pastry & Bakery.. hmmm... maybe got bad memory and happy memory..  but I just know tat I eat a lot in this kitchen.   

Hmm.. I forget what I making already

Rolling Croissant

- Internship End -

Now I wan to write something which is not related with my intern.
for some ppl.. First you care, but after tat u step out silently from my world.
don't give me any hope if you haven't ready for tat, you never know the feeling is how hurt.

Day Trip with Coursemate

Charity Day

If you got some times to play online games. Why don't you spend some time with those ppls who need help?
and you will find out they all are adorable when they put a smile on their face.