I'd view your blog, you said you like a beggar to beg me back.
No one can be a beggar, if you think that, you can leave me.. so you're not that beggar again.
I didn't force you to continue love me.
We have been together 3 years 1 week and 2 days.
but actually we together just 1 year and few days.
You in France for working already 2 years.
And I'm here waiting for you is the same, 2 years.
At first, I wait u every midnight and even set alarm to call you when u finish work
At first, I wait u every off day to chat with you
At first, I send you a lot of msg
At first, I wait you come back no matter how
At first, I told myself not to think too much
at first at first at first.... these all at first... but now.. we're changed and I don't know since when started, and how it is started.
Now,
I never even call you or pick up your call
I never chat with you when you having off day
I never text you tat much, maybe one day just less than 10msg
These all because I am already tired..
When I didn't call you or text you whole day, you don't even on your whatsapp to see whether am I online
when I on my whatsapp and I notice tat u never online.
You expect me to text u..
Before I've been try hard to maintain our relationship.
But you prove me is not worth to me to maintain.
I'm so disappointed.
and don't know since when I started not to text you.
When I wanted to give up, you only come and tell me tat I'm important,
曾经我想做的，我都放弃了
冬天最想看的雪
圣诞想到巴黎一起过
想到台湾吃美食
想到香港玩乐
最重要我连自己的梦想也被打碎了
我就是因为爱你爱到忘了自己
These 2 years, I used to be alone just same as you.
No one can say who is wrong who is right.
We both got wrong and also got right.
Don't let you family and ur parents worry about you.
Cry doesn't can solve the problem
and now you're adult and also is a guy.
You must be strong enough.
一句“我等你”，我讲过无数篇....
两年了，我足足等了你两年
你拿什么来保证我所等的都是值得的？
