One Week Past

I've been far away from home for a week.
Where am I now? Aha... Country that with one Mountain call Matterhorn that I always wish to go there. Yeah, that's right is in Switzerland.
Why am I here? I'm doing my Bachelor Degree here right now.

So today is sunday, and I got little bit time to update my blog.

Let's start about my University
My Uni is all the way up to the hill, in front of my Uni which is a Ski resort something like that.

 My School HTMi

Opposite my School btw it's also the view from my room

First few days when I arrived with a gang of malaysian, we went out for a short walk and explore what they have here. Actually nothing much shop and restaurant around my place. That's only one church, one super market, more than two and less than five restaurant, one post office.. just like that...hmmmppp

Every Friday in my School there will held a culture night, at last night they have Swiss culture night with a lot quiz about Swiss culture knowledge. 

I won Toblerone Chocolate

The day after Friday, New students of HTMi get free bus ride to Luzern.

Once you're study abroad, it's all depend on yourself. Have to be more independent n alert all the times. 

I have to open bank account, buy phone number.. all have to do by own.  Let me show you some pic in Luzern. 

  Chapel Bridge

Gang's of Malaysia

Nothing much to write

我只想说全部人最好把我给逼死..
我离开也许对你们来说是种解脱..

或许有天当驾着车时，
泪水把眼睛给模糊了，
那就永远消失了。

Long Distance Relationship 异国恋与异地恋

Been so long did not update my blog. Now I'm going to write about long distance relationship in Chinese/Mandarin word.

有许多人同意异国恋/异地恋，
他们觉得异国恋/异地恋呢，是不会幸福的...
而分手的几率呢也非常大，
但我想说异国恋/异地恋其实很幸福...
有的人说不同意异国恋/异地恋，
虽然分割两地不能够照顾着对方，
但是很多异国恋/异地恋都是幸福的..
比任何人都幸福..

两个人能整天粘在一起，
固然非常幸福，
他们很少会寂寞，
但是，
也很少有绵长的思念...
思念本身就是最大的幸福..

曾有人说过“思念你的人就是你的归处”

拥有异国恋/异地恋的人是幸运的
因为你拥有了一个愿意和你一起坚持和努力的人
你拥有了一个能与你有相同执着和梦想的心
你拥有了一份强烈到有勇气挑战距离的爱
这难道不是一种幸福吗？

每当一个人静静的时候，
想到有一个人和你一样在坚守这样如此脆弱的爱情
那种温暖不是异国恋/异地恋的人是无法体会的
那是一种心灵无声的沟通
是无条件的信赖
茫茫人海中能找到这样与你一个无条件信赖自己的人
这难道不是一种幸福吗？

两个人，
常常在一起，难免会大意
他们常常会一起吃饭
一起逛街
一起上课
但是却常常忽略了心灵上的沟通
对一份真正的爱情，沟通才是最为重要的
它能保持爱情的新鲜感
也能让对方了解到你现在爱着的这个人到底是怎样的一个人
还真有了解了对方，
心里才不会有误解
才不会有错失了的爱情
所以异国恋/异地恋的人有了爱情的优势
他们很久都见不了面
有了心事
有了难过
就在电话里诉说
他们的每一次交谈都相当于一次交心
因为彼此都了解对方的思念
所以在他们之间有很少误会
彼此都懂得谅解
懂得了宽容
这难道不是一种幸福吗？

其实甜言蜜语也算是爱情的润化剂吧
没有一对恋人可以有像异国恋/异地恋的人那样拥有繁多的机会说甜言蜜语
每次电话里总是无意中会说一句“我想你” “我等你” “我爱你”
即使话不多的人也一样会说，
因为彼此爱着
因为目前只有语言工具表达自己的心情
所以能坚持异国恋/异地恋的人
都是深切的爱着的
这样的爱在实现的河流里平淡却很激烈
我想这是所有人都会羡慕的爱情吧...
拥有着这样爱的你，难道不是一种幸福吗？

在爱情里我最不怕的就是距离
只要真正的爱着，总归还是在一起的
如果你们因为异国恋/异地恋而轻易分手了
千万别把罪过怪在距离上
你应该 很庆幸自己离开了一个并不是真正爱你的人
因为在爱的面前，距离真的什么也不是
所以你的爱人也在遥远的地方
不要觉得寂寞
不要觉得委屈
要庆幸你用寂寞和思念换来了一份真正的爱情
那是别人求之不得.....的爱情....

如果你们在一个同城市里可以
一起吃饭
一起入电影厂，
一起泡茶，
一起逛街，
一起看星星，看月亮
一起手牵手
离开一秒也无所谓
还有下一秒
今天不见
至少还有明天
可是有一些人一刻不曾想念
因为不敢想念
可是有些手很久很久没有办法牵
有些依依不舍的吻
只能对着电话
下雨了，
也没有人给她/他撑伞
碗里有他/她喜欢吃的肉
才想起不能夹给他/她
逛街脚疼了
那个心疼的人不在提醒说“回家吧”

一个人吹吹风，
一个人奋斗为另一个人承诺
一个人右手握左手
一个人坚强
一个人守着信仰
一个人等着，等着一句话 “下次见面是一起”
有的人说距离是一份考卷
测量着爱情的测验
最总会不会实现？
我们还在为爱学沟通的语言
学着谅解，学着不流泪
等着我们学会飞
飞跃黑夜里和考验
我们用多一点点的辛苦来交换多一点点的幸福

如果有一天
你们在一起了
你们见面了
一定要记着
要用心去看她/他的眼睛
记住那是爱你的眼
在一起时
也要用心去牵她/他的手
那是一种温度

异国恋/异地恋请深爱
勇气，信任，理解以及忍耐
这是异国恋/异地恋所需要的
所以如果你是异国恋/异地恋
一定要坚持

“祝福所有异国恋/异地恋”
一定要坚持下去..

20/1/2013 Sunday 3:25p.m

Look out the window from my room, the sky is grey and with thunder, strong wind but without rain.
I'd view your blog, you said you like a beggar to beg me back.
No one can be a beggar, if you think that, you can leave me.. so you're not that beggar again.
I didn't force you to continue love me.

We have been together 3 years 1 week and 2 days.
but actually we together just 1 year and few days.

You in France for working already 2 years.
And I'm here waiting for you is the same, 2 years.

At first, I wait u every midnight and even set alarm to call you when u finish work
At first, I wait u every off day to chat with you
At first, I send you a lot of msg
At first, I wait you come back no matter how
At first, I told myself not to think too much
at first at first at first.... these all at first... but now.. we're changed and I don't know since when started, and how it is started.

Now,
I never even call you or pick up your call
I never chat with you when you having off day
I never text you tat much, maybe one day just less than 10msg
These all because I am already tired..

When I didn't call you or text you whole day, you don't even on your whatsapp to see whether am I online
when I on my whatsapp and I notice tat u never online.
You expect me to text u..
Before I've been try hard to maintain our relationship.
But you prove me is not worth to me to maintain.
I'm so disappointed.
and don't know since when I started not to text you.
When I wanted to give up, you only come and tell me tat I'm important,
曾经我想做的，我都放弃了
冬天最想看的雪
圣诞想到巴黎一起过
想到台湾吃美食
想到香港玩乐
最重要我连自己的梦想也被打碎了
我就是因为爱你爱到忘了自己

These 2 years, I used to be alone just same as you.
No one can say who is wrong who is right.
We both got wrong and also got right.

Don't let you family and ur parents worry about you.
Cry doesn't can solve the problem
and now you're adult and also is a guy.
You must be strong enough.  

一句“我等你”，我讲过无数篇....

两年了，我足足等了你两年

你拿什么来保证我所等的都是值得的？

Messy Heart

Actually I don't know what to write about this post and what tittle should I give for this post, So I gave it as " Messy Heart " to match with my feeling now. Recently I'm short on my luck, whatever I do is like doesn't go smoothly, and get a lot of heartache, was cried so many nights.. There got a lot of things keep deep inside my heart, but I don't know how to tell out, and don't know start from where.. or maybe don't even know what's tat all things inside my heart.. I just know how to cry to release my stress, and sometime just wan drunk myself to forget all the sadness, cry out loud is the best, and the time I just feel like wan give up of myself with commit suicide.

Well, I'd just finish my 3months and 1 week internship in Le Meridien Hotel.
4weeks in Favola Restaurant - Italian
6weeks in Prime Restaurant - Fine Dining Steak House
4weeks in Pastry & Bakery
I'd been goes ups n downs with this internship.

In Favola Restaurant that's not much memories for me, but is my first time tears of my internship. The reason why? oh.. no.. no.. I won't tell out..

Brother Birthday

In Prime Restaurant sure got a lot memories for me, but I still cried for 2 times in this kitchen, haha.. Reason Why? oh.. no..no.. is secret also..

Prime Family <3 Miss miss... T_T

3 Star Michelin Chef Philippe Marc

Prime Service Staffs

In Pastry & Bakery.. hmmm... maybe got bad memory and happy memory..  but I just know tat I eat a lot in this kitchen.   

Hmm.. I forget what I making already

Rolling Croissant

- Internship End -

Now I wan to write something which is not related with my intern.
for some ppl.. First you care, but after tat u step out silently from my world.
don't give me any hope if you haven't ready for tat, you never know the feeling is how hurt.

Day Trip with Coursemate

Charity Day

If you got some times to play online games. Why don't you spend some time with those ppls who need help?
and you will find out they all are adorable when they put a smile on their face.